Friday, May 4, 2012

Standing on the top of the world.

My life is currently a big ball of uncomfortable. I hate saying goodbye to people, and this weekend has had an abundance of goodbyes. I’m saying goodbye to friends from school, and I’m leaping without much assurance that I’ll land on my feet. I’ve got a place to crash right now, but I’m still needing to find some longer term housing. I’m saying goodbye to my roommates soon, and even though she just arrived to help me move/pack, I’ll be saying goodbye to my mom on Monday. I'd be very happy to keep her with me forever, thank you.

There are moments where all I want to do is go back to being a kid and not having to think about things like rent and bills and jobs.

I said goodbye to the ESB tonight in the best way that I know how- by venturing from her dungeons to the top observation deck. It was breathtaking, and I got to experience it with one of my favorite people {mom}. This doesn’t have much of a point, except to share EACH step of my journey.

Here I am, breathing, taking this whole thing one step at a time.